A pieCe Of My liFe...

I'm Tired

2011-01-18T00:03:00.000+08:00

after weeks..
im still thinking..
hw many tears will drop off from my eyes..
hw many thunder will shock my heart day by day..
is getting hard n hard between us...

u nvr understand gal..
u nvr noe wat they wan..
I CANT SEE U ANYMORE..
hw can u say tis kind of joke??
i cry my ass off u noe?
u dunno..
u jz say im emo-ing..
hw can u ask r u ok?
off course everybody will say ok..

tis morning u suddenly msg me say thr is bad news..
u say will tell me after i work..
but u jz run out from house n went to Kuantan..
then Pahang..
wt happen ??
u dun even tell me till i finish my work..

u noe im working 2molo??
till nw i haven sleep jz to wait u go bk..
but when i call u..
i jz heard d sound tat u r jz wake up..
i hope i think too much..
i jz cant stop crying..

pls dont emo again..
im begging u..
i reali reali tired wif ur emo-ing..

Things Change

2011-01-12T00:21:00.002+08:00

today u suddenly very emo..
im scare..
i dun even dare to talk to u..
i scare i say d wrong word like last time again..

suddenly u make u make up ur mind to choose degree at Taylor..
then we nt going to Aus anymore?
we nt going to take advance anymore?

suddenly u say u going concert wif Jelly on 14Feb..
we nt going out together tat day anymore?
u nt going to celebrate my bday anymore?

i noe things is going to change soon..
i noe u nt going to be like last time anymore..
but at least u make up ur mind..
im happy wif it..
add oil Bi~ <3

As Sweet as A Candy ~

2011-01-05T01:43:00.001+08:00

I <3 my life nw..
pls dun rampas it with all ur conspirasi and white lie..
im nt ditching u guys...
but i reali have her to think about..
i noe u all gonna call me "Pentingkan Awek Sebelum Kawan" but face the fact..
i nvr have tis kind of feeling after 18yrs..
i dare to say she is "The One" <3
i spare the time for u guys but dun put the pressure for me. Can?

She is "The One"
hahahaha..
i keep laughing after i read it..
sori im nt d 1st one to like it..
but im d last 1 to comment..

Love u Love u Love u..
d more u love me d more i scare..
im scare to loosing u..
but u jz swear tat u wont leave me..
i reali happy nw..
i reali feel im very cheerful nw..
thx u so much bi~
i swear tat i wont leave u too..
Love u so much..

im very tired..
im so sleepy...
but i wan u to sleep 1st..
u realise or nt since d 1st day till nw we couple..
u r d 1 who off9 onli i off..
hahahaha..
special case for us..<3

im looking at ur pic till i fall a sleep..
i will let my lappy and skype on..
cz u say let it on and we sleep beside each other till next day..
but at last u off it..
maybe u sleepy and forget..
but nvm..
i let mine on till next day u skype me up..
hahahaha..
G9 bi~ Muackx..<3

I'm Scare

2011-01-04T12:36:00.000+08:00

i reali dunno wat to do..
i try to accept ur request as posting we r in relationship..
but once i saw my uncle on9..
i straight away delete it..
IM SORRY..
i noe im nt a gud gf..
i jz can't do it...
im reali reali SORRY..
since d 1st day i noe it's hard for us..
haizz..
i dunno..
i dunno..
i dunno..
dunno wat to do nw..
BLANK..

see my face soo moody right?
jz cant laugh..
watever arif sent to amira i nvr laugh at all although is funny..
Bi~
be urself too k..
i dun wan u act happy in front of me..
dun follow me too..
go to wat u wan in ur heart..
like study..
i dun like boring so i will choose advance..
advance has more practical..
if u reali dun like to cook u can choose degree..
i dun mind..
we still can meet at the same college..
we can wait for each other after class..<3

hehe..
1 more thing..
dun always ask me whr i 1 2 go..
jz bring me anywhr..
go the place tat i nvr been b4..
kahwin lari also can..
as long is wif u im ok wif it..
when i 1 2 go the place i will tell u k..
if i dun like i will tell u too..
i promise i won't keep secret within us..
hehe..
Bi wanna noe smtg??
i jz cry b4 our skype chatting..XS

can we go Aus??
i jz wanna leave here..
i feel so uneasy at here..:-(

FFML

2011-01-03T20:54:00.004+08:00

u jz say u try for 1 yr to make her family accept u..
but after 1yr..
u give up..
so~
after 1yr is same will happen to me too??
urghh !!
FML !! FML !! FML !!
jz FFML!!
i noe wat i wish for it will nvr come true..
it jz a dream..
i will wake up after days..

rmbr ystd u say u keep reading Chapter 8..
it reali scared me..
i scared smtg will happen..
i nvr sleep well d whole nite..
i guess tonite too..

jz a dream..
i will try to forget bout wat u say..
Love u always..<3

Liar !!

2011-01-03T01:33:00.002+08:00

i hate liar !!
i reali reali hate liar !!
btw i lie a lot too..
i noe hw it feel nw..
sorry to all d ppl i lie to..
sorry for nt being a gud fren too..

Anep, Jelly, Hafiz, Amirul !!!
4 of u !!
is out from my list !!
i won't trust u guys anymore..
and u guys jz break the relationship of 2 yrs fren wei..

ANEP !!
u ask me go Penang but at last u cancel it..
cz u say u promise Nana teman her..
then nite go Langkawi wif ur cousin..
baiknye cousin kau kan?!!

HAFIZ !!
u ask me to believe u?
hahahaha..
wat a joke!! FAG!!
hw hard i believe u and told u everything..
and u jz lie..
nw i noe u..
u say u gt a plan wif ur fren at KL..
but at last u at Penang..
hahahahaha..

Jelly !!
i nvr believe ur words..
btw..
u jz lie to ur bro..
ur 2yrs bro..
u noe hw he feel?
u nvr noe till u reali gt cheated 1 day..

Amirul !!
wat a hero boy..
go some gal house lepak?
gt to teman ur fren to find his gf?
u think u r wat?
Brandon Boy?!!
fuck off !!
another liar!!

BYE BYE !!

Racist Mom

2011-01-03T01:19:00.002+08:00

i gt a racist mom...
i noe u dun like i making fren wif malay and india..
come on la..
it's jz fren wei..
i dun even couple wif them tat time..
but nw yes i am couple wif a malay guy..
it doesn't matter malay, chinese or india..
as long as he love me very much and im fine wif it..
and i choose d way to becum a christian last time..
u will also will find a way to stop me..
Y? Y? Y?
it's belong to the heart who he/she believe to..
u can't force them..
pls forgive me tat i hv choose a malay to becum my bf nw..
i noe u still can't accept it..
so i jz keep secret for it till u reali understand me..

i rmbr u alway say dun choose malay cz they will make CURSE on me..
i rmbr u alway say dun choose india cz they will HIT their wife..
but d bf/husband i choose for future i promise it won't happen this..
dun worry about me..
i noe wat im doing..
i hope u can accept him one day..
MISS U MOM..<3

Hubby is Back !!

2011-01-02T00:48:00.002+08:00

hahahaha..
my hubby is bk..
my hubby is bk..
weeee~~
cant wait to see him..<3
getting crazy right nw..
i keep post smtg at fb..
Apple is feeling happy..
Apple is in gud mood..
Apple wan a kiss..
Apple wan a hug..
hahahaha...

nw waiting for him to go bk home and on9 wif me..
once again..
counting down..
tik..tok..tik..tok..XD

Chocolate Fair

2011-01-01T17:57:00.002+08:00

Chocolate !!!
yummy~
my favourite~ <3
my fren invite me to Chocolate Fair at fb..
i want to go!!
it's on 7Jan-9Jan..
i cant go..:-(
im going to Hatyai..
buy me chocolate !!!
buy me chocolate !!!
hehehehehe...
and take pic k..
i wan post at fb..
hiak hiak hiak..

Plan Changed !!!

2011-01-01T16:29:00.000+08:00

Bi~
jz talk wif my cousin..
she told me 8Jan go Hatyai !!
nt 15Jan anymore..
damm son~
hw hw hw ??
my work wei !!
should i work ?
or should i delay??
confused nw..
haizz..
i need to be at Ipoh by 7Jan..
coz they taking bus to Hatyai..
is 6hrs journey..
my as is going to be very very pain..@_@
and i nvr tell my family in going to Hatyai..
hahahahaha..
shit right?
my family is going to killed me..XS
do u want anything at thr? <3

2hr30min more..
im waiting..
tik..tok..tik..tok..
hahaha...

Secret

2011-01-01T13:31:00.003+08:00

i gt some secret to tell u..
hehehe..
guess wat..
jz realise so many dc32 ppl like me...
hahahahahaha..
u r so lucky..
hiak hiak hiak...

Nabil like me !!! >,<
Hafiz like me !!! >,<
Afiq LOVE me !!! <3
hahahahahaha..

Nabil nvr give up since term 5..
bzzz..
wat should i do?
i keep reject him but he still nvr change..
he always say i love u so hard and u jz nvr realise..
he text me at fb, skype..
i purposely nvr reply..
ystd he ask me go out..
and i reject it..
he say he 1 2 propose to me ystd..
and i jz reject it..
he jz say nvm..
still gt a lot of time..@_@
then he also text me wish me Happy New Year..
he hope i hv feeling on him by tis yr...=_="
i reply him at 130am..
purposely late reply..
then he sent thx..love me so much..he will try his best to make me happy..bla bla bla..
4am..
he text me again say tat he already reach home..luv me again..

tis is 1 of the story onli..
i gt more and more and more..
hahaha..
it's reali Complicated life..

5 more hrs and u r bak...
wee~~
cant wait to see u..
LOVE u~

Happy New Year !!!

2011-01-01T01:18:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year for everybody..
im wishing everybody Happy New Year at fb @ 12am ?!!
damm son ~
hahaha..
it was quiet fun..
searching old frens and wished them..
my padang gt wireworks..
it was so nice..
but u r nt here to watch wif me..:-(
u promise me to celebrate it together by next yr..
if u ffk again i will bite u..XD
i hope every big festival we can celebrate together..<3
my phone keep ringing..
all d NY msg cuming in..

actually after texing u at 9pm..
i sleep till fireworks wake me up..
luckily i nvr miss this New year..lol
my bk was so pain till i cant walk..
i jz lying down on my bed and rest..
but it's better nw..
no worry..^_^

i wish u r here to celebrate wif me..
huging me and kissing my forehead...
we watching fireworks together..
i noe it was jz a dream..
forget about tat..haha..

i jz cant wait for u to cum bk..
7pm..
i hope nw is 7pm..
im counting down..
18hrs more..
i wish to control the time..XD

Happy New Year To U Bi~
Mission for 2011~
Have a Happy Journey wif Bi till end of the world~

Day 3

2010-12-31T19:10:00.002+08:00

i sleep at 5am and i wake up at 10am..
5hrs sleep..
i dun feel like to wake up..
but i promise my fren to go out..
i went to Sunway jz nw..
i gt an interview..
sell hp..
salary is better than pizza..
so which 1 i should go for?
suggestion pls??
after interview i go eat XXL chicken..
extra spicy..yummy~ <3
after hv my lunch i went for mv..
Gulliver's Travel
bajet mv..but very funny..XD
my fren say Tourist is nice..
let's go watch together k?
couple sit ? lol
after mv Nabil text me say tat he already reach KL..
whr 1 2 lepak ltr..
ermm..
i dunno 1 2 go or nt..
i dun feel like going out wif him..
ystd hang out wif hafiz also like akward onli..@_@
so wat should i do bi?
i reali hope u r here and bring me out..
i dun want go wif others..
i jz wanna go out wif u..
720pm nw..
i noe i will receive ur msg by tis time..
hahaha..
i can sent as much msg as i can..
i no need talk to wall anymore..
cz it's jz 15sen per msg..
hiak hiak hiak..
miss u..
continue writing by tonite..
Ta~da~

Can't Sleep :-(

2010-12-31T05:05:00.002+08:00

hahahaha..
i haven sleep..
im tired..
but i jz dun feel sleepy..
wish u r here to teman me sleep..

i went to Pyramid to renew my sim card..
GG..
i went to buy new number..
GG..
i went movie wif Jelly, Hafiz and Anep..
GG..
FML..
today everything GG..
d most funny thing is we went for mv..
i check on9 it written cinema 10..
but by tat time we go thr..
we went in cinema 10 is indian mv..
hahaha..
then go to cinema 9..
also indian mv..
cinema 8..
malay mv..
damm son..
whr is d room for Tron?
Hafiz face damm panic wei..
so funny..
me n Jelly keep laughing..
but at last we jz walk bk..
we go to mamak under bridge..
i eat tomyam + teh O ice..
onli rm5..XD
after eat we went to CC to play L4D..
Jelly play like shit..
he purposely dun go in the safe room..
and we dunno jelly is playing wif us..XS
we went bk at 4am..
damm !!
i 4get my grandma still keep d lauk for me..
n i hv to eat it..
after eat..
i jz kacau ppl at fb..
im bored..
i chat wif Fad and Muhammad Falique..
me and Falique plan to go Beroga Hill on 8th Jan..
can i go ? can i go?
can we go together?
u sure agree right?
cz i noe u love me so much..
hahahahahaha...
i miss u..
im waiting till 830am surely u will text me..
i hav a nap 1st..
wake up at 830am n reply ur msg..
g9 bi~ miss u..<3

My Dream

2010-12-30T23:14:00.002+08:00

i hate u DREAM!!
always give me a bad dream..
at last give a sweet dream la..
pls let me dream smtg bout him..

nw i reali dream smtg bout him..
again bad dream bout him..
i dream bout my family dun accept him..
who ever i choose sure my family dun like..
hw sad i cry..
hw hard i explain..
they jz dun accept..
NO MEANS NO..
fuck wei..

i noe tis will be real happen soon..
my mom jz cant accept it..
my dad is ok..
but hw bout my relatives?
haizz..
i dunno wat to nw..

no matter wat happen i wont leave u..
so do u ok?
i miss u..<3

Day 2

2010-12-30T16:31:00.002+08:00

im sitting on my bed..
im rolling on my bed..
im drinking on my bed..
im eating on my bed..
im sleeping on my bed..
im SICK wif my bed !!!
it was so bored !!!

wat i 1 2 do today ??
i dunno wat i do today..
it's 430pm nw..
im facing the fb for 5hrs..@_@
planting..
chatting..
commenting..
is bored !!
FACEBOOK is bored !!

im need to get out from tis house..
i wan go Pangkor..
i wan go Langkawi..
i need a vacation !!!
will u go wif me ? >,<

im going out to Pyramid at 6pm..
i go active my number and find job..
wanna join me ?

im waiting 730pm to reach...
i noe u will text me by tat time..
hehehehe..

ah!!
i wanna scold u !!
i wanna hit u !!
i wan bite u !!
coz u soaked in rain !!
i dun wan u to sick..
take care of urself ok..

im sick wif the weather..
Hari Mendung..
make me fell so cold..
flu!!
fever!!
all come..
it make me fell so tired..
jz hope u r here so i can hug u and sleep..:-*

Letter for them..

2010-12-30T03:04:00.003+08:00

stop posting d word tat so meant to me..
i noe it's for me..
n stop say u love me..

i noe i hurt u guys a lot..
im sorry..
i jz can't choose d correct way..
i choose u i will hurt others..
i choose other i will hurt u..
wat should i do?
someone pls tell me wat to do..
hw bout if i jz leave here?
gud idea right?

u guys can find a better gf..
im nt a gud gf / wife..
i bad..
i nt as gud as u think..
im nt cute..
im fat..
im ugly..

i jz wanna be ur fren..
i dun expect more..
pls do treat me as a fren..
i noe i hurt u guys alot..
sori for my BAD WORD..

go find ur future wife and let me see..
u guys do deserved a better 1..
GUD LUCK for u guys..
im sori~

Day 1

2010-12-29T22:47:00.002+08:00

i set my alarm at 445am so i can wake up b4 u..
till 5am i wan wake u up..
but GG..
my hp smtg wrong..
i wake up at 6am..
when i wake up i saw ur msg..
i very happy to see ur msg..
i miss u a lot..
but im too tired to reply u..
sori Bi~

i wake up at 919am..
haha..
i was late for work..
i call to office..
luckily no need to go so early..
12pm onli go..
phew..

i was keep waiting and waiting for ur msg..
y 12pm also haven recelved ur msg?
pls dun leave me..
tis was wat i think..
so stupid right? :-(

i finish work at 445pm today..
i walk bk home..
i pass by d padang near my house..
i miss we sitting thr chat..<3

i went bk sleep till u text me..
yeah ~ finaly gt ur msg..
haha..
i wish to received ur msg non-stop..
but its too expensive so i dun let u sent for me..

1130pm..
i curang..
hahahahs..
i skype wif Nabil..
i jz cant sleep..
im bored !!
faster cum bak !!!
i wan skype wif u..
i noe u dun like skype..
nvm :-)

2molo i hv no work..
is damm boring..
haizz..
i wish u r here and we can go date..<3
gud nite Bi~ miss u~

Chapter 8

2010-12-29T22:14:00.002+08:00

Afiq Khairuzaman !!! <3
i miss u a lot..
i jz cant wait to see u..
i noe u went Bali wif ur family..
and u break d promise to celebrate New Year wif me..
but nvm..
i will wait till u cum bk..
no matter hw many days u went..
i will wait till u cum bk..
i will wait till i die..X_X

our journey jz start 5days ago..
i hope it will long, last for forever..
i rmbr d word u say to me..
u r d best i ever had..
hahahaha..
so touching #^_^#

u like me for quiet long edi right?
but u jz dunno wat u want..
i knew it !! XD
i noe through ur msg..
d way u talk..
d way u treat me..
is diffent wif others..
u sent a lot weird msg for me..
but i jz ignored it..
i always say u r DRUNK !!
i noe it will nt happen..
i jz said to myself stop dreaming..
i jz couldn't stop d dream..
i keep dreaming..
i hope i nvr wake up from this dream..

at last u wake me up..
u wake me up and u still beside me..
i noe it was nt a dream anymore..
finally i can be myself..

ermmm..
after u read my blog u will noe who am i..
anyway i jz respect ur answer..
if anything happen..
jz rmbr u alway in my heart.. <3

Chapter 7

2010-12-29T21:37:00.002+08:00

TGV boy..
i gt a lot of crush at TGV..
hehe..
but i jz nvr start it wif them..
i noe they will fight for it..
the most i love is black..
u noe wat i say..
read d story "Warm Shoulder"
he same age wif u..
he jealous a lot..
when i talk to other guys he will cum n pull me out from d conversation..
we went for break together..
we work in same station together..
we even went bak and hang out together..
2yr++ n i end it up!!
i went to Vietnam training..
coz of the training end up the relationship between us..
he ask me nt to go..
i keep think bout it..
should i leave or nt?
i need to do smtg for my future..
so i choose d way to leave..
after 3 months we nvr contact each other..
i went bk to TGV..
he gt his new GF..
i was shock..
but i noe it was my fault to leave him..
hope he will happy for forever..
:-)

Chapter 6

2010-12-29T19:51:00.002+08:00

Chapter 6 is end of CH..
the time i went for my training..
Penang Boy! XS
ermm...ermm..ermm..
i dunno hw to start..
bzzz..
he was a chef at Golden Sand Resort @ Penang..
commis 3..
the youngest and useless chef..lol
he nvr study since form 2..
he jz say he is lazy to study..
nw he has no future..
n he regret..

he like a lot of trainee b4..
he try to pikat them..
even malay he also go for it..
but still GG..

he always bring me whenever i wan to go..
till nw i reali dunno why i like him..
i used him to bring me go everywhr i wan?
i used his money?
MAYBE..:-/
he try very hard to make me happy too..
but i jz cant..
after i finish my training..
i went bk..
i try to end up tis relationship but GG..
he everyday call me n text me..
i feel like malas to layan him anymore..
he even try to killed himself..
he say u do it again i bang car down d hill n u will noe..
i off my phone for weeks..
i change my number..
n he can find way to get my new number..
sticky like a pulut rice..@_@
i went to Vietnam for training..
i try to end up everything..
but he still wait for me..
he call me n text me when i was at Vietnam..
i jz say i nvr received anything from him..XS
i look very POISON right?
after i cum bk from Vietnam..
he still call me..
until my whole family noe..
everytime i go my relatives house..
they sure will ask he still gt call u or nt..
FML once again..
i make myself dissapear for 1 week..
he keep calling n calling n calling..
n between tat week..
he gt an accident..
his face, his tooth, his hand all injured..
his fren all call me..
i jz dun pick up..
till one of his fren left me a msg at fb onli i noe he cause in an accident..
when i noe it i dun even called him..
i dun even text him..
i reali reali 1 2 end tis up..
till today he still called me..
rmbr we go B.A?
gt a fren called me...
he is d 1 who called me..
i like malas to layan him..
but i cant..
i noe he is going to haunted my life for forever..
BI~ teach me wat to do??
i dun wan him to disturb my life anymore..
nt even ur life..

Chapter 5

2010-12-29T19:27:00.002+08:00

sekelip mata dah Chapter 5..
haha..
while i writting all tis story..
i nvr miss anyone..
i jz miss u..
i miss the 1 who want to noe my story..
i miss the 1 who go Bali with his family..
i miss the 1 who still text me while he is at oversea..
i miss u so much..
counting down the days waiting for u to cum bk..<3

Chapter 5..
who was d unlucky wan?
haha..i also almost forget bout it..
ah~~
Fuck Face..
nt HZ k..XS
i hate him a lot..
he keep spam my fb last time..
he is from CH3..
he pass his CH but he failed his diploma..
i dunno wat batch he in nw..
couple wif him was a mistake..
i think he bet wif his fren tat he can pikat me..
at last he won..
and it end after 1 month..
i dunno wat happen..
break up nite..
i cry like shit once again..
he call me..
he msg me..
i jz nvr give any respond to him..
till he call my to my house..
nobody was at home..
i keep crying whole nite..
he ask me am i ok?
can i say im nt ok?
i can say pls dun leave me?
i jz can say FML !!
2 days b4 he try to made up wif me..
but i reject it..
maybe of tat reason he dump me?
who noe?
he jz say he still love his ex..
FACE THE FACT..
anyway..
we still fren nw..

Chapter 4

2010-12-29T17:37:00.004+08:00

Budak Kelate..
he is cute..
pemalu..
very handsome..
hahahaha..
from 1st sight i hate him a lot..
coz he everyday kacau me..
he stand beside me when we gt gathering..
use sand throw at me..
keep calling my name..
even though his fren also follow..
one day..
he write on table say tat he like me..
n i saw it..
i was like WOW!!
he like me?!
hahahaha..
i cant stop laughing..
at class..
he sing me a song in front many ppl..
KENANGAN TERINDAH..
a teacher ask him to who tis song u sing to..?
and he say my name..
everybody was jealous wif me..
a lot gals started to hate me..
everyday he sit in front of me eat rice..
try to take chance to talk to me when we watching kayak competition from other camp..
is hard to get together coz inside camp they will seperate us to 2 side..
left all boys and right all gals..

i take part in Kayak and Netball competition..
he was in ntg !!
hahaha..he is a lazy boy..
i win a trophy while Kayak..
and get 2nd at Netball Competition..
i cry coz jz 1 mark different..
he cum and talk to me and we jz gt together..
cz i like the way he care bout me..
i noe it wont last long..
it's a long distance love again..
it end 1 week b4 we graduate from tat camp coz he nvr understand wat i wan..
i write his name out on table n scold him noob..
he saw tat..
he get angry..XD
i dun care anymore..
cz he curang to me..
he always layan a gal tat the gal like him..
watever..
jz say GOODBYE to him..

Chapter 3

2010-12-29T02:31:00.001+08:00

tis guy cheer me up when my 2nd break up...
once again i was crying for 1 month..
no matter wat i do..
whr i go..
i jz cry..
i watching tv also cry..
cry till my dad ask y am i crying..
n i jz lie to my dad say im watching sad story..XD

tis guy i meet him at internet..
he stay at KL while i stay at Ipoh..
end of my SPM i went to KL to meet him..
there we start our Chapter 3..<3
and the unlucky thing happen !!
Gosh !!
i kena NS !!
NS broke down our relationship..
NS no hp, no internet, no visit !
worst than jail !! >,<'
we end up the journey wif him within 6 months..
sori tat i change again..
i like other..
n i jz nvr contact him even though i can use hp on week days..
he cry to beg me dun leave him..
but i jz dun 1 2 waste his time...
but nw he found a gal tat reali reali love her..
Sori for nt being a gud couple..

Chapter 2

2010-12-29T00:48:00.001+08:00

coz of this guys i dump my 4 1/2 yrs bf !!
FML !!

i reali reali regret they way i choose..
he fall on me coz i always acc him when he break up wif his gf..
n i spent more time wif him than my bf..
n tat's d way i fall on him too..
FUCK !!

his gf gt mental problem..
always wan him to stay at skol even though they r finish class..
jz to acc her..
he gt his own family..
he need to go for tuition also..
y cant she jz understand him?
his gf try to kill herself at skol cz of me..
why me?!! y always me?!!
cz im close to ur bf so u 1 2 killed urself..
go ahead!! i dont mind !!
no brain onli do tis kind of thing !! NOOB SIAL !!
at last they break up coz tat guy explaint to her say tat he like me nt u..
tat gal call me at nite to ask me take gud care of him..
i jz say ok..
but life change >,<
tat gal nvr give up on him yet !!
we go for shopping, karaoke, tuition..sure she will be thr..
she will tarik him 1 side and walk away wif him..
he jz follow...
farrkk wei !!
i jz keep quiet for 1 yr..
i can't stand for it anymore..
if he reali love me he wont do tis..
thousand of times i fight wif him cz of tat BITCH !!
i cry till i almost faint..
i nvr eat for days..
i noe i very stupid..
i love him too much..
it's time to let go..
Bye~

Story Of My Life (Chapter 1)

2010-12-29T00:18:00.002+08:00

why so many ppl like to noe story of my life??
sharing is caring?!!
nahhh~
is a PAST !!
tis is the last time i story story of my life..

it began since i was 12yrs old..
im jz a kid !!
goshh!! if my mom noe bout it she will kill me wei ~
i noe him from tuition centre..
he love me so much..
he treat me like a gold..
he nvr let go till i do so..
we nvr fight for 4 1/2yrs..
he nvr let me do things alone..
if he is nt free..
he will ask his fren to acc me to wherever i wan to go..
wat i wish to he will do it for me..
i wish for a hp once..he reali bought me tat hp i wan..
he try very very hard to make me happy..
but..
i jz choose the wrong way..
i feel sorry to him..
i regret for the way i choose..

he is a very kind guy..
i hope he gt a gf tat treat him like hw he treat me..
and happy forever without me..
i miss u..

Be Myself

2010-12-26T21:30:00.002+08:00

People say "just be yourself" all the time..
but seriously..
when im looking at them..
i can clearly see they are not better off than me...
even thought they think they have got everything figure out..
do they even noe who they are??
they have family, friends, plans, money(or not), job(or studies)...
but take it all away wat's left??
do they know who they are when everything falls away??
NO!!

the problem is having the strength to BE that person..
because the person is soooo~ different wif THIS person..

wishing i could just FIT IN FOR ONCE..
be like everyone else..
im so scare they wont like the REAL me and the won't agree things wif wat i say n think..

i need to let go and just BE..
i need to dress up the way i want..
say the things i wan to say..
do the things tat i wan to do..
i hv to STOP being who everyone else want me to be..

The quiet, smart, good-gal act has got to go..
where's that personality that i just noe is dying to get out..
tat's a gud place to start..
letting my personality show..

so...
here's to taking that first terifying steps.. <3

FML

2010-12-25T07:12:00.003+08:00

wat is going on by tis few weeks??
so many things happen..
it was so confusing!!
wat am i going to do?
should i walk out ?
or let it be?
today is xmas..
do i deserve for it ?
FML!
i gt d 3rd present..
n i jz noe d story of the present..
wat am i going to do nw?!!
everybody is acting ab-normal nowaday..
who can help me ?
i need to talk to somebody..
but i jz cant trust anyone..
wat i wan nw?
i seriously dunno..
hoping for the question and answer yes ?
ermm..maybe..XS

Dear Botak~

2010-11-30T01:40:00.003+08:00

Why i say I LIKE YOU to u?!!
it was wrong!!
i shouldn't say tat..
im sorry..
i jz hope everything back to normal..
i miss the time we chat...
i miss the time we hang out together...
i miss the time we work together...
i miss everything we do together...
is it possible to back to normal?
i reali hope for it..
i got a lot question to ask u..
and nw i dun dare to ask bout it anymore..
i dun wish after i ask will getting worst n worst..
i MISS every time every moment we spent..
i CARE every time every moment we spent..
bk to normal..
pls bk to normal..
tat's all i wish~

Girl's Care

2010-11-29T03:16:00.002+08:00

Girl don't care if you have no money, she cares about is that you will not be strenuous effors to change the status.
Girl don't care if you live with difficulties, she care about is that you will not be difficulties, not evade.
Girl don't care if you grow more handsome, she care about is that you give enough sense of security.
Girl don't care if you and your specific friends how good, she care about is that you could concentrate on her good.
Girl don't care if you give her gift there is more expensive, she care about is that you will always give her surprise.
Girl don't care if you have more loftly ambitions, she care about is that you are not an hornest man.
Girl don't care if you have more romantic, she care about is that you can feel her love from the life.
Girl don't care if you can spent everyday with her, she care about is that you can think about her every moment.
Girl don't care if you can give her a big meet in material life, she care about is often a concern.
Girl don't care about your present situation, she care about is you keep her to see your future.
Girl don't care about how intimate the relationship between you and her, she care about is that you will not be responsible.
Girl don't care you to share the joy with, she care about is can you share the grief.
Girl don't care with your endure hardship, she care about is to accompany you till final was not her.....

CAMOUFLAGE

2010-10-12T20:11:00.003+08:00

obviously wanted to cry, but still laughing..
obviously still cared, but pretending nothing..
obviously wanted to stay, but firm said to leave..
obviously very painful, but just say im happy..
just forget it, but had forgotten..
it doesn't fit, says he is he, me is me..
obviously not, but i've had enough..
it is the opposite of the truth, but that is your truth..
obviously the tears are quickly overflow, but high orbit..
obviously already irretrievably, it still persist..
knew he was injured, but you dont have to think anything bout me..
obviously this CAMOUFLAGE very tired, yet still.....

warm shoulder..

2010-03-15T21:31:00.002+08:00

I miss his warm shoulder..
i dunno we like each or wat..
he will always give me a surprise..
last month same shift same position wif him..
FLOOR
when i feel tired he hug me to his chest and hav a nap..
9/3/10 he hug me watch movie inside cinema..
10/3/10 he text me say tat he luv me..
14/3/10 he walk in n hug me when i feel cold..
i feel safe when he is beside me..
his fren told me tat he say he like me..
but he nvr told me tat..
n i jz kiri masuk kanan keluar..
today i jz finish my class and he suddenly text me again..
ask where am i..
hmm..
i dunno wat he want..
and i will nvr noe about it for forever..

New Year New Life..

2010-01-20T21:31:00.004+08:00

hmm..i have been more then half year nvr cum up lor..
i lost memory about the password..
nw rmbr bak edi..XD

i was training at COPTHORNE ORCHID HOTEL from Oktober till December 2009
there are many things happen inside
i hate the sad scene
nvm..
new year new life..
i will try to forget about it!!!

Now bak to New college, Taylor's Lakeside Campus..
OMG!!!
totally suckx!!!
the college is not ready yet and they ask us to study at there..WTH!!!
the classroom air-corn is hot like a Oven
NO 1 noe how to on the air-corn =_="
some even spoil..
and the table is small like a mouse..
put a pensel box then there is no more space to write
no table at all!!!
where to put my bottle?where to put my bag??
Food court are totally suckx too..
nw jz have few batch moving in..
how if all the taylor student from other campus also move in?
there is no more space to let us have a place to eat..
n ther food are totally expensive..
it cost me RM7.50 for a mix rice..
RM4.80 for a chicken rice..
Walao wei!!!
we jz a student nt a rich man..
Hope can move bak to old campus..
there are more facilities n transportation too..

Last Day At Garden Cafe Kitchen...

2009-05-24T16:12:00.003+08:00

aduh!!!!
late for 4 min again...haizz..
don't care edi la..
late go back later as well..
when i reach Golden Sand saw GK..
shock again...=_="
he say i'm late..
i'm not..i'm not late..actually yes...XD
as usual fried the potatoes..
then change the plastic folder and put new sticker..
after that i went out to fry omelette..
Chef Yong was there..
he ask me to go away he can do by his own but i want to stay there coz inside ntg to do..
finally i noe how to flip the omelette...lol
got guest accolade me say that i'm good in cooking omelette...
hahahaha...thx to the guest...but i'm not reali good yet..
still in training...lol
after morning buffet i go eat with GK..
boring la..
he don't talk then i also don't talk..
i just play hp games and he reads newspaper..
msg Chef Keat to wake him up to fry egg..XD
almost end of my break time Chef Keat onli MC back...
Chef Pin say he miss me...=_="
after lunch have to look after the lunch buffet..
today i cook pasta again...hot like hell..all chef keep on sweating..=_=""""
take some ice-kacang to eat at chiller coz damm hot!!!
GK inside..
ntg much talk..
Chef Yong saw us inside and ask what we doing=_="
we just friend..hot so go inside have a COLD air-cond..
din hear what we explain then just close the door...
wois!!!how to go out??
the door already got problem..aduh!!!!
at last i hit the door as hard as well to open...
finally open..phew....=_="
go back to the pasta station again..
guest all running back home coz almost times up..
230pm...dong!!dong!!dong!!!
keep things...rush...rush...rush...
DONE!!!!
eating time^^V
i want lamb leh!!!!lamb!!!where is my lamb?!!!!
they keep edi..T_T
my lamb GONE!!!!
no choice..gt to eat roast chicken and satay..
dessert!!!!!kekekeke...
rush down to canteen and have some dessert..
oit!!!GK!!!where is my dessert??
ask me take myself??lazy la..
he went back early coz still got work...
after he went back home i have my dessert..hehe..
stomach full^^V
is time to go back..XD

623pm Chef Keat call me..
stupid chef dunno english so call me..XD
ask me go kitchen so he will cook me a crab with salt egg sauce..
crab died can eat meh??
ask other Chef Robin tomorrow..
wanna give me a wake up call at 3am to have a piss??XD
impossible i can wake up..
i will wake u up at 6am to fry omelette...hehe..
he ask me go out for movie..
sure i want la..
since i go training i haven't watch even 1 movie leh..
Night of the Museum, Angel and Demons, Monster vs Alien...
i want watch all leh...
ask Chef Keat to teman me next week i off..hehe..
at nite will go out with Zura to have dinner and supper(combined)..XD
Li-Min wanna join??maggi goreng wor..XD

1 week in the kitchen..

2009-05-17T15:57:00.007+08:00

Today i sleep late again..
609am onli wake up coz last nite wait for GK msg wait till fall sleep forget to set alarm..
as usual wash cloth go work..
today i finally meet GK when i on the way to Golden Sand^^
but unfortunately i heard him say "diu" lor..
ok fine!!
i just walk as usual make myself nvr saw him..
but he walk to me and say "Da Kip"..=_="
i know is u la stupid pig...i don't talk much till we reach Hotel..
he went to canteen for breakfast then i just go to kitchen n start fried the potatoes..
today got a new malay girl come to main kitchen..
walao wei..she quiet pretty..
jealous with her coz she can same group with GK..
GK come to kitchen and start chat with the girl..
fine fine..
i just keep quiet..sumore not feeling well..gastric..X_X
i keep quiet look fierce..lol
so everyone try to make me happy..
but i can't laugh..
sorry guys..
i laugh my gastric more pain..
GK say why today i never talk..
i say i'm not feeling well..
i think he never heard it..
again he ask..
i say i gastric..
again never heard it well..
haizz..
whatever la..
1030am cutting pepper..
cut 1 bowl edi i take go and keep inside chiller..
when i come out..
that malay girl and GK was gone..
wth!!go lunch also never call me..
haizz..emo whole day..
today is the most busy day..
morning breakfast buffet, afternoon lunch buffet..
at least got things to do la..
today luckily got Kin Mun accompany me eat lunch..
no need GK anymore..HNG!!!!
after my lunch i back to my spaghetti station..
babi betoi that malay girl rampas my station..
fine..i go Tom Yam n Mee Rebus station..
cook the mee and put the soup for guest..
GK tell me just now the the chef ask him take the chicken in..
but another chef ask him take back out..
he take out edi the Chef Kar Hook ask where is the chicken??
coz that chicken was un-cook..
is that funny?
i know u try to make me laugh..
but i really no mood..
maybe coz of the babi..
and u treat her so good!!T_T
230pm..start collecting all the food in..
i eat the chicken and dessert..
WOW!!!dessert!!!my favourite..hehehe^^
he saw me eat the dessert so happy coz finally i smile..XD
after clear everything up..
time's up can go back..
i go toilet to wash my face coz Chef Keat draw my face with marker pen=_="
then i saw GK at canteen..
when i come out i go up office to take the chart..
but Sarah was off today..
so i went down to call GK go back together..
but.....
he went back himself never ask me wanna go back or not..
damm idiot!!!!
he throw me away for the whole day!!!!
ishhhhh!!!!!
geram betoi!!!!!
haizz...
got to go back myself...

wait till 5pm i go swimming with Kin Mun..
swim till 620pm we went back home..
aunt never cook my food..
i'm hungry T_T
i wanna call him for dinner but he got work..
what to do..
makan sendiri lah....
finally i have stay at kitchen for 1 week..

6th day at kitchen..

2009-05-17T15:57:00.005+08:00

today sleep late edi!!!
622am!!!ah!!!!
faster jump up change clothes and go work..
he off today..
so i quite lega for whole day..
won't geram with his word..
but i have no teman to eat lunch..
haizz...
today cut tomatoes, pepper, onion into cubes again..
and open some egg for omelette tomorrow..
till 12pm i just went to canteen and have a sit..
suddenly Kin Mun MC me..
wanna call back but Chef Roy say my friends was there..
i saw GK!!!XD
so happy to see them..
finally my off day also got ppl accompany me chat..hehe..
sit not enough 30min they want to go back edi..
haizz..
so dissapointed..
but still got Chef Robin there la...
chat for half an hour more then my rest time finish..
i go butchery to sit and sleep..
what a boring day..
3pm go back..
another boring training day end..........

3rd day of my training..

2009-05-15T20:47:00.008+08:00

3rd day of training start from 7am to 3pm..
yuhoo!!!!
finally i got the time to work although is early..
i hope can meet GK when i walk to Golden Sand..
but still can't..nvm..
meet at kitchen still the same..hehe..
went to kitchen with no mood..
miss someone..
today fried potato..
after fried ntg to do just walk here walk there..
walk to the roti canai station..
hehe..
Chef Sidek teach me how to make roti canai..
he ask me to flip the roti canai but i scare do wrong so nvr try..
will try tomorrow..hehe..
but i jz fried the roti canai..

Golden Sand Roti Canai..XD

omelette omelette..
GK ask me learn omelette but there is a lot of customer i scare i do wrong and give customer the black omelette..@_@
i stand at the bread and fruit station..

bread station

GK come and ask me why dreaming?
do u know what to do at this station?
he sweep his hand to the basket and 2 flies fly out..swt..
stand there and halau flies??
isn't true?
whatever..
laugh at me is wrong and kena kao kao edi..
i hit his chest..lol
11am go orientation wif GK..
stupid fellow talk my bad word to Kin Mun..
say i stand at buffet line there dreaming but not halau flies..=_="
today GK make me a roti canai..
nt bad..
tat's the roti canai i like and not the mamak style..
thx it's nice but i just say not nice..haha..
many ppl say me n GK couple edi..
coz they jealous no ppl make them food..lol
i stole a chocolate muffin to eat..
is nice too^^
2pm i went bak to kitchen..
there's ntg to do at all..
haizz..
3pm GK ask me to go back together..
go back sleep...ZzzzZZzzZ

2nd Day of My training...

2009-05-12T19:44:00.007+08:00

today is 2nd day of my training..
9am to 5pm again..
i wish can 7am to 3pm..
so can go back wif GK and others..hehe..
today 11am got a orientation..
but i din go coz i dunno where is it..=_="
msg Kin Mun nvr reply..
oh god!!!today went training ntg to cut at all!!!!
damm!!!
today wrapped all the vegetable and meat inside freezer so ppl won't saman us coz of not hygiene..=_="

wrapped and wrapped and wrapped..@_@

at last finishing wrapping..
1030am i go out help collect the breakfast tray..
time out for breakfast..
so many things left..
but all go into dustbin..
so waste..
y cant keep or "tapao" go back like Alvina??XD
after collect everything in..
lunch time..
he ask me go eat..
but i damm stupid ask him bak why??
then he chiow edi..haizz..
but i reali not hungry ma..
y everyone ask me to eat???=_="
i go lunch alone again..
coz kitchen no ppl at all..
i sit down sms with Cap Limau with a cup of 100 plus..
Chef Xiao Pin saw me sit there alone then he ask GK to accompany me..
GK talk a lot but i just keep quite..
then he went to locker has a snap..
i walk here walk there..ntg can do..@_@
OH GOD!!!
y am i inside the kitchen with ntg to do?
haizz..
3pm all go back again..
left me alone..
i find the oldest chef ask him gt popiah can roll or not..
yes!!!!got!!!
finally got things can do..
roll and roll and roll..
finally 5pm..
go back sleep..
mine 2nd day end with ntg..haizz...

at nite Sheena, Kin Mun and I go eat "Bah Kut Teh"
after dinner walk to night market..
aduh!!!
the night market ntg at all..
all the cetak rompak, T-shirt, jeweleries and etc...
boring pasar malam..
they bring me go and see the big fish, lobsters and other seafood that still alive..
Kin Mun ask me when GK walk here don't say hi to him..
wois!!!where got GK?
is he coming?
no man!!!!
today my hair so messy@_@
OH GOD!!!!
he work here??
he walk to us...
ah!!!!!die..X_X
no choice..
die then die...see then see la..lol
i hit his back..
he ask me who am i??=_="
is me ah..Apple..
he say i look different with at kitchen..
u also same la..
don't wear spec act cool meh...
he say why your bf feel so vexed..
is my aunt la..
i don't have bf la..
no ppl trust me..=_="
we just went back and didn't wait for him coz still early..
bye bye lor GK...

1st day of My Traning 11 May 2009

2009-05-12T19:08:00.010+08:00

Today is my 1st day training...
feel nervous...
scare i will burn the whole kitchen..XD
1st my friend Kin Mun bring me go meet Mr.Wong
when i saw him..
hmm..
how to say??
ppl look straight not like a joker..
but when he interview me at phone talk like a joker..=_="
after meet Mr.Wong and fill in the form..
i get my uniform then start work..
1st station Garden Cafe for 2 weeks..
is a Asian food restaurant..
today do what leh?
i thought got a lot of things to do..
but i'm wrong..

wrong hotel!!!!=_="
i meet chef Roy inside..
he ask me cut a lot of things..

cut pepper into small cube..

take off the seed from tomatoes..

cut the tomatoes into cubes..

onion cut into cube too..

slice mushroom..
all is for tomorrow omelette..

finally finish cutting..lol
lunch time..
haizz..
don't feel like to eat..
sumore no friend accompany..
boring!!!!!
locker no place to sit and sleep..T_T
GK GK GK..
this name i heard it from Kin Mun a lot of time..
i thought he is a chef at the Garden Cafe..
OMG!!!he looks leng zai...XD
he is trainee from DC31 @_@
why i never saw him b4?nvm..
he dun talk much..
but after lunch he start talk a lot..
quiet fun be his friend..
after lunch there's ntg to do..
all jz stand a side to chat..
whole kitchen ask me where am i from?
where am i from??
i dunno la..
Ipoh, Taiping, KL, Penang..
each ppl nt same answer..haha..
but currently home is at Ipoh..lol
2pm edi..
3 hrs more..
finally a order come..
burger set..
yuhoo!!!!
finally can cook burger..

this is the burger i make^^

3pm all chef going back..
include GK..
haizz..
i be alone again..
a india chef come..
he ask me cook some satay..
hehe..finally gt things to do..

this is the satay i grill out^^V

after grill the satay and eat..
1hr 30min more..
haizz..
why hotel so big ntg to do wan..
luckily a chef ask me roll popiah..
hehe..
i roll the popiah wif another 2 chef..
the big chef say trainee jz came already noe hw to do..
u 2 big old chef do more than 10yrs edi still dunno hw to roll popiah..=_="
funny chef..

the popiah that i roll..hehe..

after big chef go away..
2 small chef start keep things..=_="
pls don't keep..
let me do..
i very boring..
finally 5pm..
go eat wif small chef then go back sleep..
my 1st day training end with boring day..
but at least i learn how to do burger, satay and popiah..kekekeke..

Has No Brain..

2009-03-25T21:46:00.001+08:00

Stupid women
Is what you are
Its not FS as you think
And here is not where i am from
Stop using your stupid brain
it will only land you in trouble
are you by any chance wilky?
and are you here to abuse people?
Never mind bitch
I am not what you see...

Earth Hour

2009-03-03T22:49:00.004+08:00

Earth Hour is an annual international event created by the WWF (World Wide Fund for Nature/World Wildlife Fund)

It asks households and businesses to turn off their non-essential lights and electrical appliances for one hour to raise awareness towards the need to take action on climate change.

There are more than 35 cities take part of this event.
Hope guys will do so to save our earth.

Even just a handphone also do help the Earth.

Earth Hour will next take place on Saturday, March 28 2009 at 8:30 pm, local time.

Letter For LOSER!!!!!

2009-03-03T02:27:00.005+08:00

I was in a vengeful mood so I was a little harsh, in a few places

I used to be so proud
To walk down the street with you
Like we were
Making some kind of statement or something
How dumb is that?!!
Thinking that black on black clothing
Could make a difference
To how I felt about myself
I’ve never met anyone more selfish than you
But you gave me a chance to move myself
Just a little further
Into me

Selfish girl without any morals
Bounce from bed to bed
Destroying images and beliefs
Until the last heart can no longer beat

But violence is not the answer
So it is selfish
And we can be selfish too
YOU will see it soon....

Halo Cafe Member Gathering^^

2009-02-07T02:26:00.006+08:00

24/01/09

finally i bak to ipoh..

hey guys..

i'm bak..kekeke..

today went to "tan sai kai" for steamboat..

say wanna celebrate ah ming go Singapore..

y becum celebrate Kar Weng n my b'day???

hmm..watever..lol

Peggy and Sandy stop finishing my food!!!!i haven take wei..

ppl who taking food going to marry soon..4get his name..sori..lol

Look here la guys..

Ming eat little bit la..pay money to eat ntg..=_="

Kar Weng eat non-stop..XD

pandan layer cake..my b'day cake(bro favourite)..lol

Kar Weng b'day(12/2)+my b'day(14/2)
celebrate so early=_="

Peggy, Sandy, David, ???
Meng, Kar Weng, Me, Emily
(Halo Cafe Member ^^V)

After steamboat continue to hot traxx..

drink a lot of beer..
"tor che lou" is loser..XD

pay all 9 bucket of tiger..kakaka

Birthday Wishes..kekeke..

2009-02-07T01:59:00.004+08:00

Valentine's day is my b'day???

haizz..

gud or no gud??

many ppl say gud..

but 4 me tis year..

reali no gud..

coz no couple..

hahaha...XD

Heart Shape Necklace

Guinea Pig

C905i (got it soon^^)

Pink Colour Apple Mac Book Air

Ipod NaNo(pink)

Mini Ipod

Baby Milo Pink Shoe

Baby Milo Green Shoe

Baby Milo T-shirt

Big Teddy Bear

hahaha..

all want pink colour..

n baby milo is my favourite cartoon..
guys buy for me..

hehehe..

MeLaKa TriP

2008-12-20T02:42:00.010+08:00

Go Melaka on 3:03pm??

wth..

so late..

Melaka have ntg 2 play la guys..

haizz..

nvm..

i go there eat..

haha..

1st go visit all the museum, red house, etc..

MeLaka ChUrcH

BiG BooM..XD

BeCa fuLL wiTh ColoUrfuL FloWer..

i DuNnO WaT is Tis..JoE!!!Ap3 Ni??

after visit all the History of City..

we went to Jonker Street..

Jonker Street is a night market..

it full with jeweleries and food..XD

there are also many restaurants, drinking outlets, handicraft shops, antique shops and more lining both sides of Jonker Street..

MeLaKa RiVer..

LenG Zai..XD

SoTonG BaKar..Oh GOD!!!VinCenT BoUghT iT aNd WhoLe Car FuLL wiF "SoTonG" Sm3ll@_@

food!!food!!food!!!my favourite..XD

there was a stage and got many ppl make performance..

got x'mas dance, magic show and quiz..
i got a free gift with answer the quiz..
i was so lucky to pick by the ppl 2 answer the quiz coz i take a lot of balloon..XD

i bought a lot of things there..

i bought a pencil box(lion shape) to accompany my panda..

haha..

i bought a ring that cost rm1.50..

damm cheap..

food!!!!!

chicken rice ball+wan tan mee+chow kuey+cendol+ketupat+laksa+mango sago ice..

wois!!!FULL!!!!haha..

after visit the Jonker street..

we went to portugese settlement(Portugese Square)

portugese square full with wif SEAFOOD!!!!!XD

eat till forget to take pic wif seafood..

hehe..

LosT Th3 2nd HoMe

2008-12-19T02:07:00.002+08:00

Joe tell me that Ipoh Halo Cafe was closing..
i was shock..
we have lost the 2nd home..
and all the singer either me will lost the job..
T_T
why Hui Ling wanna open new cafe??
Halo Cafe no good??
haizz..
Joe was promise me 2 play the Nickle's song when i back to Halo Cafe..
but i has promise Cap Limau to go JB..
and that day was the last day Halo Cafe open..
what should i do???
all old staff back to Halo Cafe and i was not there sure all will feel sad..
but if i din't go JB will waste money..
Ah!!!!!what should i do???

PaHanG TriP^^

2008-12-07T01:52:00.007+08:00

5/12/08

it was the 1st trip 4 ch4..

On the way 2 resort by lori^^

me+??+Rajith+Mr.zikri

Mr.Gay+Me at the room..

lunch???i though is buffet??!!!

Darryl wat r u doing??gt spoon don't want 2 use..=_="

Swim at muddy water..OMG!!!

Tele match

turn n turn n turn..pening@_@

Darryl and Me at hall(night)

supper..karipuff..my favourite..XD

Steven and Me at hall too..(last day)

KitCheN ClaSs

2008-11-19T00:31:00.008+08:00

17/11/08
i think tis day i is the most tired day..

i have turn more than 50 potatoes n my hand already cramp..

tis is half of the potatoes i hav turn onli..=_="

Christmas Theme tat day^^

Little apple(is a dessert made my Mr.Charizan)

2 Leng Zai at my class..many ppl like them..lol

half face of mayXD

can't c Nor face..haha

Cham+May+Me(at boy's locker..XD)

Vincent(poiting his lovely hair=.=")+Kelvin(act kesian)+Me+May

"Kao La" vincent!!!

they press me down dun let me take pic T_T

CraZy Sing3r

2008-11-15T02:43:00.006+08:00

14/11/08
end class early than normally..
actually i already date other ppl go watch movie..
but i cancel it coz all go karaoke..
my favourite..XD

Mei get angry tat day coz Darryl bluf him say all guys nt going..haha..
bad Darryl..
gals was lucky coz Mei drive..
boys hav 2 take ktm..
so cham..
haha..

i hate red box since last time..
but tis red box at THE GARDEN is the best red box..
no sound effection..
lol
check in on 2:30pm n sing non-stop till 7pm..
haha..
all sing like mad ppl..
especially Darryl n Vincent..

so ugly..he dun let me take again..T_T

the onli leng lui at ch4..haha

wat r u doing helen???

SinG..

SinG aGaiN..

stop disturbing me KELVIN!!!i 1 2 SinG..XD

he act cute whole day=_="

helen n me

My HaiR..T_T

3 gals sing non-stop..XD

helen+me+rachel

Me n big sis(Mei)

the onli 5 chinese gal at ch4^^

rachel+may+me+emmy+helen

Red BoX chHrisTmaS tRee^^

C tiS b4 U Giv3 birTh

2008-11-12T15:44:00.007+08:00

WorLd cHanGinG..

2008-11-12T11:39:00.005+08:00

wth is tat?

y can ppl do tat 2 a cute baby..

damm it!!!

tis is a baby tat jz 6 months in stomach..

they cut the liver, intestine all out..damm!!!

then put it at ice water for 8hrs..

then they prepare other ingredient like chicken, "dang gui", "gei ji" and many many more..

the baby was boiled..

they drink the "baby soup"

they believe tat after drink it can born a baby boy..

wat for kill a baby gal n born a baby boy..

dun they fell geli after drink the soup..

damm..

SerVinG SucKss!!!!!

2008-11-11T23:33:00.003+08:00

yesterday was my 1st serving class..
damm the lecturer never teach us how 2 serve also..
=_="
all work so slow..
all nvr work 2gether..
some finish their work juz stand there n look 4 the ppl who haven finish..
never help also..
the "giant" was very dirty..
never polish the plate and he juz put the plate a side 2 serve it 2 customer later..

limin n brandon b my 1st guest..
haha..
i noe limin like 2 eat so i take 2 bread 4 her..
she loves the bread very much..
XD
n brandon was juz keep quite din talk a lot..
i was careless 2 serve the food without set up the cutlery..
lecturer say i walk a lot..
i was boring so walk here n there..
n she say i can walk 2 china edi..
=_="
this serving class suck than i work at halo cafe..
at halo cafe i can drink any drink i wan..
haha..
here..
no drink 4 me..
T_T

OMG!!!22pcs Of MeNu!

2008-11-08T04:05:00.000+08:00

damm..
i gt 2 do 22pcs of menu card..
v r having a serving class on monday..
n now already saturday i do ntg..
haizz..
centipies also haven buy..
cham..
luckily my aunt was bak 2day..
if not i reali dunno how 2 go ikea n 1U..
i hav no idea coz i ipoh mali..XD
tired..
4:08am..
time 2 sleep..
ZzzZZzz

At LasT V MeeT^^

2008-11-08T03:28:00.000+08:00

dear told me tat she is going 2 genting 4 fun..

i was excited n try 2 meet her..

but how?

i dun hav any place 2 stay at if i go..

so i juz go 1U n shopping..

i though emmy is coming..

but she call n say no..

2nd call she ask me wanna go genting?

yes!!! XD

i wan to go..

straight away i answer..

hehe..

finally can meet my dear..

haha..

i immediately msg my dear n say i going genting now..

she was shock n think i'm joking..

haha..

i'm not joking la..

v hav a lot of fun there..

take lots of picture..XD

So ManY caNdi3s inSide thE sHop..XD

DeaR iS shorT..150cm..=_="

I gT 2 BanD dowN So d3aR LooK taLLer..

I Like tiS Pic veRy mUch^^

HaviNg Tea & KaYa breAd At haiNaN chiCken Ric3 shop..

SucH A LiaR!!!

2008-11-08T01:18:00.000+08:00

damm!!!
y i gt a bad bf?!!!
haizz..
in 8 days v break..
i thought u reali dunno wat u 1 n need 2 think..
now i was wrong coz think bout tat..
ur fren nataku told me say tat u juz wanna play me..
nt reali love me..
i was shock..
is hurt..
u told him tat when v 1st day b couple i hug u??
wth man!!!
i nvr hug u!!
i juz "cekik" ur neck coz u win me bowling..
n u juz pull my hand 2 hug u..
i try 2 push away but u dun let..
after bowling u wanna hold my hand i say no coz tis is not i wan..
ok..
i gt like u..
but u never chase me n say i'm ur gf in msn..
haizz..
watever..
maybe i was wrong since here 2 agree b ur gf..
try 2 make me shy in front of ur fren?
haha..
u din make it..
i was famous in ur group of fren..
all ur fren like n sayang me very much..
some even fall on me..
too bad..XD
get a new gf so wat??
i dun care..
no need 2 show me..
i juz feel kesian to tat gal 2 choosing u as her bf..
poor thing!!
i no need u in my life!!
fuck off pls!!!