CAMOUFLAGE

obviously wanted to cry, but still laughing..
obviously still cared, but pretending nothing..
obviously wanted to stay, but firm said to leave..
obviously very painful, but just say im happy..
just forget it, but had forgotten..
it doesn't fit, says he is he, me is me..
obviously not, but i've had enough..
it is the opposite of the truth, but that is your truth..
obviously the tears are quickly overflow, but high orbit..
obviously already irretrievably, it still persist..
knew he was injured, but you dont have to think anything bout me..
obviously this CAMOUFLAGE very tired, yet still.....

warm shoulder..

I miss his warm shoulder..
i dunno we like each or wat..
he will always give me a surprise..
last month same shift same position wif him..
FLOOR
when i feel tired he hug me to his chest and hav a nap..
9/3/10 he hug me watch movie inside cinema..
10/3/10 he text me say tat he luv me..
14/3/10 he walk in n hug me when i feel cold..
i feel safe when he is beside me..
his fren told me tat he say he like me..
but he nvr told me tat..
n i jz kiri masuk kanan keluar..
today i jz finish my class and he suddenly text me again..
ask where am i..
hmm..
i dunno wat he want..
and i will nvr noe about it for forever..