I'm Tired

after weeks..
im still thinking..
hw many tears will drop off from my eyes..
hw many thunder will shock my heart day by day..
is getting hard n hard between us...

u nvr understand gal..
u nvr noe wat they wan..
I CANT SEE U ANYMORE..
hw can u say tis kind of joke??
i cry my ass off u noe?
u dunno..
u jz say im emo-ing..
hw can u ask r u ok?
off course everybody will say ok..

tis morning u suddenly msg me say thr is bad news..
u say will tell me after i work..
but u jz run out from house n went to Kuantan..
then Pahang..
wt happen ??
u dun even tell me till i finish my work..

u noe im working 2molo??
till nw i haven sleep jz to wait u go bk..
but when i call u..
i jz heard d sound tat u r jz wake up..
i hope i think too much..
i jz cant stop crying..

pls dont emo again..
im begging u..
i reali reali tired wif ur emo-ing..

Things Change

today u suddenly very emo..
im scare..
i dun even dare to talk to u..
i scare i say d wrong word like last time again..

suddenly u make u make up ur mind to choose degree at Taylor..
then we nt going to Aus anymore?
we nt going to take advance anymore?

suddenly u say u going concert wif Jelly on 14Feb..
we nt going out together tat day anymore?
u nt going to celebrate my bday anymore?

i noe things is going to change soon..
i noe u nt going to be like last time anymore..
but at least u make up ur mind..
im happy wif it..
add oil Bi~ <3

As Sweet as A Candy ~

I <3 my life nw..
pls dun rampas it with all ur conspirasi and white lie..
im nt ditching u guys...
but i reali have her to think about..
i noe u all gonna call me "Pentingkan Awek Sebelum Kawan" but face the fact..
i nvr have tis kind of feeling after 18yrs..
i dare to say she is "The One" <3
i spare the time for u guys but dun put the pressure for me. Can?

She is "The One"
hahahaha..
i keep laughing after i read it..
sori im nt d 1st one to like it..
but im d last 1 to comment..

Love u Love u Love u..
d more u love me d more i scare..
im scare to loosing u..
but u jz swear tat u wont leave me..
i reali happy nw..
i reali feel im very cheerful nw..
thx u so much bi~
i swear tat i wont leave u too..
Love u so much..

im very tired..
im so sleepy...
but i wan u to sleep 1st..
u realise or nt since d 1st day till nw we couple..
u r d 1 who off9 onli i off..
hahahaha..
special case for us..<3

im looking at ur pic till i fall a sleep..
i will let my lappy and skype on..
cz u say let it on and we sleep beside each other till next day..
but at last u off it..
maybe u sleepy and forget..
but nvm..
i let mine on till next day u skype me up..
hahahaha..
G9 bi~ Muackx..<3

I'm Scare

i reali dunno wat to do..
i try to accept ur request as posting we r in relationship..
but once i saw my uncle on9..
i straight away delete it..
IM SORRY..
i noe im nt a gud gf..
i jz can't do it...
im reali reali SORRY..
since d 1st day i noe it's hard for us..
haizz..
i dunno..
i dunno..
i dunno..
dunno wat to do nw..
BLANK..

see my face soo moody right?
jz cant laugh..
watever arif sent to amira i nvr laugh at all although is funny..
Bi~
be urself too k..
i dun wan u act happy in front of me..
dun follow me too..
go to wat u wan in ur heart..
like study..
i dun like boring so i will choose advance..
advance has more practical..
if u reali dun like to cook u can choose degree..
i dun mind..
we still can meet at the same college..
we can wait for each other after class..<3

hehe..
1 more thing..
dun always ask me whr i 1 2 go..
jz bring me anywhr..
go the place tat i nvr been b4..
kahwin lari also can..
as long is wif u im ok wif it..
when i 1 2 go the place i will tell u k..
if i dun like i will tell u too..
i promise i won't keep secret within us..
hehe..
Bi wanna noe smtg??
i jz cry b4 our skype chatting..XS

can we go Aus??
i jz wanna leave here..
i feel so uneasy at here..:-(

FFML

u jz say u try for 1 yr to make her family accept u..
but after 1yr..
u give up..
so~
after 1yr is same will happen to me too??
urghh !!
FML !! FML !! FML !!
jz FFML!!
i noe wat i wish for it will nvr come true..
it jz a dream..
i will wake up after days..

rmbr ystd u say u keep reading Chapter 8..
it reali scared me..
i scared smtg will happen..
i nvr sleep well d whole nite..
i guess tonite too..

jz a dream..
i will try to forget bout wat u say..
Love u always..<3

Liar !!

i hate liar !!
i reali reali hate liar !!
btw i lie a lot too..
i noe hw it feel nw..
sorry to all d ppl i lie to..
sorry for nt being a gud fren too..

Anep, Jelly, Hafiz, Amirul !!!
4 of u !!
is out from my list !!
i won't trust u guys anymore..
and u guys jz break the relationship of 2 yrs fren wei..

ANEP !!
u ask me go Penang but at last u cancel it..
cz u say u promise Nana teman her..
then nite go Langkawi wif ur cousin..
baiknye cousin kau kan?!!

HAFIZ !!
u ask me to believe u?
hahahaha..
wat a joke!! FAG!!
hw hard i believe u and told u everything..
and u jz lie..
nw i noe u..
u say u gt a plan wif ur fren at KL..
but at last u at Penang..
hahahahaha..

Jelly !!
i nvr believe ur words..
btw..
u jz lie to ur bro..
ur 2yrs bro..
u noe hw he feel?
u nvr noe till u reali gt cheated 1 day..

Amirul !!
wat a hero boy..
go some gal house lepak?
gt to teman ur fren to find his gf?
u think u r wat?
Brandon Boy?!!
fuck off !!
another liar!!

BYE BYE !!

Racist Mom

i gt a racist mom...
i noe u dun like i making fren wif malay and india..
come on la..
it's jz fren wei..
i dun even couple wif them tat time..
but nw yes i am couple wif a malay guy..
it doesn't matter malay, chinese or india..
as long as he love me very much and im fine wif it..
and i choose d way to becum a christian last time..
u will also will find a way to stop me..
Y? Y? Y?
it's belong to the heart who he/she believe to..
u can't force them..
pls forgive me tat i hv choose a malay to becum my bf nw..
i noe u still can't accept it..
so i jz keep secret for it till u reali understand me..

i rmbr u alway say dun choose malay cz they will make CURSE on me..
i rmbr u alway say dun choose india cz they will HIT their wife..
but d bf/husband i choose for future i promise it won't happen this..
dun worry about me..
i noe wat im doing..
i hope u can accept him one day..
MISS U MOM..<3