Be Myself

People say "just be yourself" all the time..
but seriously..
when im looking at them..
i can clearly see they are not better off than me...
even thought they think they have got everything figure out..
do they even noe who they are??
they have family, friends, plans, money(or not), job(or studies)...
but take it all away wat's left??
do they know who they are when everything falls away??
NO!!

the problem is having the strength to BE that person..
because the person is soooo~ different wif THIS person..

wishing i could just FIT IN FOR ONCE..
be like everyone else..
im so scare they wont like the REAL me and the won't agree things wif wat i say n think..

i need to let go and just BE..
i need to dress up the way i want..
say the things i wan to say..
do the things tat i wan to do..
i hv to STOP being who everyone else want me to be..

The quiet, smart, good-gal act has got to go..
where's that personality that i just noe is dying to get out..
tat's a gud place to start..
letting my personality show..

so...
here's to taking that first terifying steps.. <3